Thursday, August 02, 2007

hello....is this thing on??


Imagine my surprise after 5 months of none writing and if I'm honest none thinking about writing when I stumbled 'pon my old blogging page. Now I don't suppose anyone is actually reading this page and if I'm honest that doesn't overly bother me anymore. In the past year or so of blogtacular (none) action I was admittedly rather jealous of the attention and praise lavished on other blogs and bloggers to whom I am rather close. My inactivity in general seems to have diminished these feelings somewhat, come to think of it most of my feelings have become diminished about a great many things. I have searched my feelings and there seems to be one that reoccurs quite frequently : anger. Thing is, I'm not actually angry about anything, I'm just rather annoyed. All I seem to do nowadays is sit in my room on the inter noodle. This in itself is probably not helping, purists amongst you might suggest a job, and you'd be right to, I'm penniless at the moment, however after reading my previous blog entries I cannot (repeat for dramatic emphasis) CANNOT go back to working in offices listening to non-speak. By this I mean middle management language, you know of what I speak. If only "they" payed graduates to sit and complain about the job market, cuz if they did, this time next week we'd be millionaires.